It makes me laugh to see how many people can work the system”. Ha ha ha ha ha ha…please my sides hurt. Any who, I love walking around and seeing these people who have nothing at all wrong and walking around living a care free life off my money. It also amazes me that I work so hard for years and now that I am not able to work I get kicked in the ass for it. I am out of my MS medication and still trying to get coverage for it. This is a joyride that has lasted two months now. Why is it so easy for a lazy person to claim mental disability but people with crippling ailments can’t even get necessary medications? It is a state law that all diabetic and cancer medicines have to be covered; it should be mandatory for all lifelong medication. Why do we have insurance if they are just going to put a yearly cap on coverage? It seems like it’s easier to get away with murder these days then it is to get necessary treatment.
No I am not a happy person lately. No I have not been feeling well lately. Yes I am tired. Yes I am bitter. Hell yes I am angry. I feel defeated. I want to lock myself away from everyone and everything. It is painful to get up in the morning and even do minimal activities. Even though this all goes on in my head and body I have a family to take care of. I am still a mother and a wife. I still vacuum, do dishes, wash floors, cook meals. I do almost everything every other mother and wife does every day, except the garbage not my cup of tea. I do normal everyday activities; the difference is I do it as I cry in pain on the inside. I do it as I lose balance and fall into cabinets or down stairs, but I do it. I do it because I have to. I do it with or without medication. I prefer with but unfortunately I am currently being forced to do without.
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